Patterns

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Hi, I realize that. I understand that my ways of thinking can be obtuse and repetitive when I've hit a wall. I knew I fell short of the mark, and am not there yet. But, you would respect my trying.

I do feel that patterns in one's life can be augmented by societal shifts, can be random at times, or mediated by our own reflexive behaviors, even determined by our placement in space and time (whether due our habitual emotional behaviors, where we have put ourselves in practical living, or to where others have put us, etc.). There can be an inter-mingling of causes that would befuddle the usual conscious mind level.

What was different this time round was that I wondered whether the patterns of my life, could be due not only to the above, but also, to the possibility that unawares I "inherited," as it were, some patterns belonging to the life pattern of a deeply ingrained introject. The degree of awareness of internal mechanisms driving another person in this context would be more than most of humanity could fathom. I couldn't. In spite of that, I think there's something to this.

I feel you got into very important subject matter, which has so many inter-related facets as to make definitive answers generally impossible.

One answer I do have is that sometimes things happen because they Can, and because something in our being (not necessarily an immediate, operational behavior), brings them to us. Like a permeable membrane, in whatever ways that functions. Okay, now I've gone as far as I can, for now.

Thanks for getting back to me,
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