Sick now for over three weeks and still going...

[dragonfairy]

Haven't posted in the group in months as we thought we were doing better and handling ourselves ok. Ha that was a complete joke to say the least who are we kidding. Now in the last three weeks we have come down sick and can't hold anything in and are falling fast. As we turn to those around us for support that we THOUGHT were our friends were are realizing more and more that we really are alone when it comes to singltons as they don't understand us at all. And even as for our family whom we know love us they to have a hard time understand us or even being able to tolerate us on our worst days. This was the one place that always made us feel at home and able to come and talk and not feel like some freak of nature. About three weeks ago we started just not feeling well overall. Body aches, migraines, feeling tired, not sleeping well but all this has happened before and we thought nothing of it. Then we started to vomit and then lets just say it nicely it wont' stay in either end. This has been now going on for three weeks straight. We have been hospitalized once which for us is terrifying in itself as we hate feeling trapped or having strangers surrounding us at all times and in control of our every move. On top of having to leave our home, dog and our security of knowing what to expect daily. And we have lost 15lbs in this time period of which for a regular person would not be to bad but for us we are diabetic so it is not a good thing! We can honestly say that we are starting to become scared to death and just hoping that at some point they will find out what is going on and make this all stop. We are so tired of feeling so sick and scared daily from the not knowing and the physical pain is so much on top of the chronic pain we already suffer daily. Just glad to be back in the group where we know we belong as at least here we don't feel judged and we know we can talk freely amongst friends. Thanks for listening for what it is worth as we know you can't do anything to fix us.

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