building support networks

[Tangled Web]

Another thought on this.........Don't you just wish sometimes that you had a safe person in life that it was ok to tell all your secrets too? That you didn't have to hide behind any masks or pretend that things were ok. That you felt that safety that they would never ever use anything you told them against you and you could call them up when you were having a hard time and they were allowed to hear your tears or anger or pain and they were just there for you. Don't you ever wish you had someone like that? Someone who could come over and just hold you when you cried and take care of you..........someone who could hold your hope for you when you feel you don't have the strength to hold it yourself. Do you ever wish for someone like that in your life???
I do. But even if I had someone like that in my life, I can't past the guards or the others that protect and don't trust and always have to be strong and take care of everyone else. It gets so lonely and tiresome.