DID and identity

[Cammy]

My D.I.D before I was diagnosed and before I knew what it was, nearly got me fired on more than one occasion. One of my alters is a very vindictive, immature, retaliative, bad-tempered angry teen. When she came to the forefront at work it created serious problems, including me coming close to dismissal a few times. Through the years, as I have come to understand what I am and how my system works and who is in the system, yes I do try to present what I called my 'social interface persona' in certain social and professional situations. This is not a alter personality, but is rather a personality with factors that I have personally engineered in order to give a maximally acceptable presentation. The price for using this interface is that it is completely exhausting because it is fake and forced, but after getting myself into SO MUCH trouble in the past, I still rely on it in certain situations.