pre 'sick' weirdness

[Tangled Web]

We do! Focusing and coping in almost non existent when we are sick. Those are the times when we are at our weakest, when we are really sick. It is difficult. It becomes difficult to control triggers and feelings for us and things hit us with no warning at all. Kinda liked being kicked over and over again while you are down.........That is how it feels for us.
Sorry you are sick and going through this. Hope you feel better soon.