https://www.mosaicminds.org/forums/ Wed, 12 Aug 2026 20:45:49 +0000 MyBB https://www.mosaicminds.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=2967 Mon, 08 Jun 2026 18:36:09 -0700 https://www.mosaicminds.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=2967 https://www.mosaicminds.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=2964 Sat, 10 Apr 2021 05:19:02 -0700 https://www.mosaicminds.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=2964
So yeah this is a dreamers kid asking is it wrong if big feelings don’t just go away when someone says sorry? We know we are supposed to give people like a zillion chances if they mean it when they ask but the mad feelings just won’t turn off. So what are we supposed to do?]]>
So yeah this is a dreamers kid asking is it wrong if big feelings don’t just go away when someone says sorry? We know we are supposed to give people like a zillion chances if they mean it when they ask but the mad feelings just won’t turn off. So what are we supposed to do?]]> https://www.mosaicminds.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=2961 Tue, 05 Jan 2021 21:52:19 -0800 https://www.mosaicminds.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=2961 https://www.mosaicminds.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=2959 Sun, 22 Nov 2020 17:52:34 -0800 https://www.mosaicminds.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=2959 We are dealing with a major loss which you guys have probably not experienced yet. So, please keep your naffing lectures about trials to yourself until you have had a few. By the way. the only good thing about a new day at the moment is that it replaces the old one, we get to cross off. So, if we don’t return your “ good morning” or “happy Sunday” at the moment, just be happy we aren’t asking what the Hell “ good morning” is supposed to mean anyway.
But like we said, come back to chat about “eternal perspective” after you lose someone close to you, until then pick a direction and f-off in it. Thanks]]> We are dealing with a major loss which you guys have probably not experienced yet. So, please keep your naffing lectures about trials to yourself until you have had a few. By the way. the only good thing about a new day at the moment is that it replaces the old one, we get to cross off. So, if we don’t return your “ good morning” or “happy Sunday” at the moment, just be happy we aren’t asking what the Hell “ good morning” is supposed to mean anyway.
But like we said, come back to chat about “eternal perspective” after you lose someone close to you, until then pick a direction and f-off in it. Thanks]]> https://www.mosaicminds.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=2954 Sat, 22 Aug 2020 04:47:02 -0700 https://www.mosaicminds.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=2954
I hate that sort of message but tonight it hit me hard. Why do people do that? I guess they believe that they are 'saving me' with this warning. But they don't know me what I said. I stated that, even if they had a dream that God should send me the message he wouldn't really do that. OMG it was triggering!]]>
I hate that sort of message but tonight it hit me hard. Why do people do that? I guess they believe that they are 'saving me' with this warning. But they don't know me what I said. I stated that, even if they had a dream that God should send me the message he wouldn't really do that. OMG it was triggering!]]> https://www.mosaicminds.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=2907 Wed, 08 Apr 2020 00:39:26 -0700 https://www.mosaicminds.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=2907
The Story of the Exile always gave us hope when we were living with our ab*s*rz. We grabbed onto the idea that G*d only lets injustice go on so long and then He steps in and says enough is enough.]]>
The Story of the Exile always gave us hope when we were living with our ab*s*rz. We grabbed onto the idea that G*d only lets injustice go on so long and then He steps in and says enough is enough.]]> https://www.mosaicminds.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=2860 Sat, 30 Nov 2019 20:43:29 -0800 https://www.mosaicminds.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=2860
He did go to Tim Horton's and the staff there would actually feed him. (Bad tremours). A cab would take him home and the driver would carry him inside. That is the up side of being in a small town. Here he would starve to death.

I spoke with my sister briefly last night and my prayers have been answered. He has finally agreed to go into long term care. Thank God. The family will breathe easier and he will have the care that he needs.]]>
He did go to Tim Horton's and the staff there would actually feed him. (Bad tremours). A cab would take him home and the driver would carry him inside. That is the up side of being in a small town. Here he would starve to death.

I spoke with my sister briefly last night and my prayers have been answered. He has finally agreed to go into long term care. Thank God. The family will breathe easier and he will have the care that he needs.]]> https://www.mosaicminds.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=2831 Tue, 01 Oct 2019 17:24:48 -0700 https://www.mosaicminds.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=2831
Afterward, I walked around for a while. Actually walked 10467 steps. I came home and did some thinking. I wrote my T and told her that the issue was done with. It is my last attempt to bring the church up on charges of red dot stuff.

I am not saying that I am lying. I am erasing all of the reports that I put in. I am just saying that I am tired of this issue and I need to forward with my life. I have been fighting for so long. If photos do come up I am sure that the matter will be settled quickly. Regardless, I will always have anger but I will push it to the back of my brain.

I am tired of fighting this issue. It is time to move on.

I walked for a while afterward. 10, 467 steps. Today I am still in my PJs.

Time to unwind from all of that crap. Time to let it go. I feel good.]]>
Afterward, I walked around for a while. Actually walked 10467 steps. I came home and did some thinking. I wrote my T and told her that the issue was done with. It is my last attempt to bring the church up on charges of red dot stuff.

I am not saying that I am lying. I am erasing all of the reports that I put in. I am just saying that I am tired of this issue and I need to forward with my life. I have been fighting for so long. If photos do come up I am sure that the matter will be settled quickly. Regardless, I will always have anger but I will push it to the back of my brain.

I am tired of fighting this issue. It is time to move on.

I walked for a while afterward. 10, 467 steps. Today I am still in my PJs.

Time to unwind from all of that crap. Time to let it go. I feel good.]]> https://www.mosaicminds.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=2826 Sat, 14 Sep 2019 22:57:31 -0700 https://www.mosaicminds.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=2826 3

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I have talked years back about a f*ck*ng pr**st setting up a c*lt in my RC church. People in the diocese received$10,000 a bannock lunch and an apology. by that time the bishop was busted for having child p@rn. He set up the bust with all of the material in his car and driving back and forth across the US/Canadian border. He too went to jail. Has a male lover. Lives in hiding.

But I never talked about the parish where I can't remember anything. Just being in the basement where I think the walls were yellow. I think I sat under a table. One of those old wooden ones with metal legs. We never went to that church as a family. Or at all.

Then suddenly I am riding home in my brother's car. The angry mother was out and when the brother tried to ask questions she told him to shut up while she sucked on her cigarette. Brother was smoking too. Thank God MPU had quit or I probably would have choked to death in the car. As it was I was huddled so far into the corner of the car that I would have fallen out if it wasn't a 2 door.

Tonight my sister and I had one of those this and that chats. At some point, we talked about the bishop mentioned above. She was theone who mentioned the details.

She also talked about the pr*%st from the small parish who was taken out in handcuffs. I think she forgets anything I told her.

I had spoken of this day to a T but I cannot remember which one. I JUST SENT A MESSAGE lie ths one asking if she remembered.

$10,000. That is what people from the perverted diocese got. With bannock and tea with the apology. I got nothing. I didn't know he was arrested. I don't know how much he did but he was involved. Somehow. f*ck*ng pr*@sts, lawyers and family. I will have no rest until I die. (no plans)

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I have talked years back about a f*ck*ng pr**st setting up a c*lt in my RC church. People in the diocese received$10,000 a bannock lunch and an apology. by that time the bishop was busted for having child p@rn. He set up the bust with all of the material in his car and driving back and forth across the US/Canadian border. He too went to jail. Has a male lover. Lives in hiding.

But I never talked about the parish where I can't remember anything. Just being in the basement where I think the walls were yellow. I think I sat under a table. One of those old wooden ones with metal legs. We never went to that church as a family. Or at all.

Then suddenly I am riding home in my brother's car. The angry mother was out and when the brother tried to ask questions she told him to shut up while she sucked on her cigarette. Brother was smoking too. Thank God MPU had quit or I probably would have choked to death in the car. As it was I was huddled so far into the corner of the car that I would have fallen out if it wasn't a 2 door.

Tonight my sister and I had one of those this and that chats. At some point, we talked about the bishop mentioned above. She was theone who mentioned the details.

She also talked about the pr*%st from the small parish who was taken out in handcuffs. I think she forgets anything I told her.

I had spoken of this day to a T but I cannot remember which one. I JUST SENT A MESSAGE lie ths one asking if she remembered.

$10,000. That is what people from the perverted diocese got. With bannock and tea with the apology. I got nothing. I didn't know he was arrested. I don't know how much he did but he was involved. Somehow. f*ck*ng pr*@sts, lawyers and family. I will have no rest until I die. (no plans)

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Below is a chr prayer request. We are hoping chr littles will pray with us.

We won’t go into detail about why because it might trigger kids. But Daniel ( our best friend and new d*ddy because we asked we could be his kids and he said yes)

Is going through some med stuff and we are super worried especially cause he is 79 and not chr yet so if anything happens to him we don’t know if he has a ticket for getting into heaven or not.

Big said that little kids don’t need one but grown ups do. We told him, all he has to do to get one is ask God or even ask like saying “ if Dreamers isn’t nuts and you are real and you really do want to be friends with me then I would want to be friends with you and I would want a ticket to heaven and I know I cannot earn it because you are just giving them out.

So since he is having med stuff and since we don’t know if he would be in heaven with us we are scared. Today, we had the idea to ask other littles to pray with us that he would at least be open to the idea of asking for a ticket to heaven and to be friends with God like even just as an experiment to see if anything happens like if God does anything to show him ( Daniel) that He ( God)is real and does want to be friends with him “

We know that kids bio kids and inside kids are special to God and when kids pray stuff happens. That’s why we are specifically asking littles to pray with us.

That Daniel would be better soon but also that we would get to be with him in Heaven
Thanks
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Below is a chr prayer request. We are hoping chr littles will pray with us.

We won’t go into detail about why because it might trigger kids. But Daniel ( our best friend and new d*ddy because we asked we could be his kids and he said yes)

Is going through some med stuff and we are super worried especially cause he is 79 and not chr yet so if anything happens to him we don’t know if he has a ticket for getting into heaven or not.

Big said that little kids don’t need one but grown ups do. We told him, all he has to do to get one is ask God or even ask like saying “ if Dreamers isn’t nuts and you are real and you really do want to be friends with me then I would want to be friends with you and I would want a ticket to heaven and I know I cannot earn it because you are just giving them out.

So since he is having med stuff and since we don’t know if he would be in heaven with us we are scared. Today, we had the idea to ask other littles to pray with us that he would at least be open to the idea of asking for a ticket to heaven and to be friends with God like even just as an experiment to see if anything happens like if God does anything to show him ( Daniel) that He ( God)is real and does want to be friends with him “

We know that kids bio kids and inside kids are special to God and when kids pray stuff happens. That’s why we are specifically asking littles to pray with us.

That Daniel would be better soon but also that we would get to be with him in Heaven
Thanks
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the professor said we could co-lead a group with a fellow classmate.

why is this on cafe esprit, you ask?

well the only classmate i could co-lead with is holding her group on Sunday morning, right during my church time... and i have strong religious beliefs about keeping the Sabbath day special....

how do i justify missing 10 weeks of church (that's how many weeks the group runs)... when I have responsibilities at church too? UGH.....

i feel like dropping the class but don't know if that's the right thing to do.

don't think i'm looking for solutions from anyone - just need to vent about it. it's a difficult problem for me.]]>
the professor said we could co-lead a group with a fellow classmate.

why is this on cafe esprit, you ask?

well the only classmate i could co-lead with is holding her group on Sunday morning, right during my church time... and i have strong religious beliefs about keeping the Sabbath day special....

how do i justify missing 10 weeks of church (that's how many weeks the group runs)... when I have responsibilities at church too? UGH.....

i feel like dropping the class but don't know if that's the right thing to do.

don't think i'm looking for solutions from anyone - just need to vent about it. it's a difficult problem for me.]]> https://www.mosaicminds.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=2580 Tue, 15 May 2018 01:09:25 -0700 https://www.mosaicminds.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=2580
MT SRA toward the end.

Because o the fact that Christianity comes up so often I feel the need to add a chapter to my book. Only I have no clue as to where to start. Do I believe in God? Yes I do. But I don't believe he is there for me. I ended up with a life so crazy that I am afraid people won't believe that such a life could never happen.

I have a friend with very strong faith. She knows much of my past. She has had her own dark times but for her life has made her faith stronger. She believes in heaven, that we will be rewarded for our suffering etc. I have trouble with that aspect of her faith. Why do I have to go through all of this misery with a possibility that I will get to sit on a cloud and play the guitar when I die?

I have had sp experiences, mostly things that I remember. They tell me that there is something up there or out there, whatever. It is possible that beings were sent to protect me. However, perhaps they were just protecting my soul as they certainly didn't protect my body. Or this crazy mind.

Yet, if someone asks me "do you believe in God" I have to say yes. I just don't know why. After all, I lived through hell here on earth. Some of the worst stuff that happened was done in the name of s*t*n. How could he, or his representatives not rescue me from such horror? Therefore, how can I believe in God? Why do I have to go through hell on earth in order to rise up and sit on that cloud?]]>
MT SRA toward the end.

Because o the fact that Christianity comes up so often I feel the need to add a chapter to my book. Only I have no clue as to where to start. Do I believe in God? Yes I do. But I don't believe he is there for me. I ended up with a life so crazy that I am afraid people won't believe that such a life could never happen.

I have a friend with very strong faith. She knows much of my past. She has had her own dark times but for her life has made her faith stronger. She believes in heaven, that we will be rewarded for our suffering etc. I have trouble with that aspect of her faith. Why do I have to go through all of this misery with a possibility that I will get to sit on a cloud and play the guitar when I die?

I have had sp experiences, mostly things that I remember. They tell me that there is something up there or out there, whatever. It is possible that beings were sent to protect me. However, perhaps they were just protecting my soul as they certainly didn't protect my body. Or this crazy mind.

Yet, if someone asks me "do you believe in God" I have to say yes. I just don't know why. After all, I lived through hell here on earth. Some of the worst stuff that happened was done in the name of s*t*n. How could he, or his representatives not rescue me from such horror? Therefore, how can I believe in God? Why do I have to go through hell on earth in order to rise up and sit on that cloud?]]> https://www.mosaicminds.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=2541 Sun, 18 Feb 2018 13:26:56 -0800 https://www.mosaicminds.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=2541
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A high level Bishop in Australia made the following statement: Children who have SA with priests may have a... forget exact words but basically, it was a spiritual experience with God.
I wanted to reach through the screen and choke the man. However, since I was a small child I have had things happen that are considered to be abnormal and sp in nature. Somymind is racing. Realistically I know that this man is sick. Still...]]>
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A high level Bishop in Australia made the following statement: Children who have SA with priests may have a... forget exact words but basically, it was a spiritual experience with God.
I wanted to reach through the screen and choke the man. However, since I was a small child I have had things happen that are considered to be abnormal and sp in nature. Somymind is racing. Realistically I know that this man is sick. Still...]]> https://www.mosaicminds.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=2430 Wed, 02 Aug 2017 04:59:17 -0700 https://www.mosaicminds.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=2430
the issue is very time critical Aug 11 is the deadline and I don't think 83 is enough to impact anything. If The lord said to do it, why the sudden fl*tl*ne
confused and discouraged and not sure wtf to do from here.

If you want to know the issue/see the link pm me.
Lizzy with jpic (dreamers is too balloonish and I feel more like the string atm)]]>
the issue is very time critical Aug 11 is the deadline and I don't think 83 is enough to impact anything. If The lord said to do it, why the sudden fl*tl*ne
confused and discouraged and not sure wtf to do from here.

If you want to know the issue/see the link pm me.
Lizzy with jpic (dreamers is too balloonish and I feel more like the string atm)]]> https://www.mosaicminds.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=2392 Wed, 24 May 2017 14:04:50 -0700 https://www.mosaicminds.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=2392 https://www.mosaicminds.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=2357 Wed, 22 Mar 2017 17:19:57 -0700 https://www.mosaicminds.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=2357
2. recruit dental surgery team

3. fundraise fundraise and more fundraising

4. set up hippa complient website where anyone who has been waiting over a yr can apply for treatment from my group

5. get visas and plane tickets and insurance ( travel,malpractice)

6 arrange hotel

any steps I left out? please don't say " it's impossible". I know it is luckily God is good at impossible stuff. I think he has a PHD in impossible. So, yes I know I can't but if God wants he can. Saying that is a bit like pointing out to a penguin it can't fly. Too many reminders will cause me to lose focus on the one who can. Other input is welcome. Thanks]]>
2. recruit dental surgery team

3. fundraise fundraise and more fundraising

4. set up hippa complient website where anyone who has been waiting over a yr can apply for treatment from my group

5. get visas and plane tickets and insurance ( travel,malpractice)

6 arrange hotel

any steps I left out? please don't say " it's impossible". I know it is luckily God is good at impossible stuff. I think he has a PHD in impossible. So, yes I know I can't but if God wants he can. Saying that is a bit like pointing out to a penguin it can't fly. Too many reminders will cause me to lose focus on the one who can. Other input is welcome. Thanks]]> https://www.mosaicminds.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=2354 Tue, 21 Mar 2017 23:03:18 -0700 https://www.mosaicminds.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=2354
kayla/katie 4 yr old twins]]>
kayla/katie 4 yr old twins]]> https://www.mosaicminds.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=2271 Wed, 01 Feb 2017 15:04:36 -0800 https://www.mosaicminds.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=2271