Having difficulty figuring this one out....

[Tangled Web]

Why do you say I am very courageous? What makes you think so? Just curious.....

I just got home from T and actually foundations was the discussion for today. I am going to make a list of what the "rules" "mesages" "beliefs" the foundations I have inside were built on. And then take it back to T and decide which ones are "healthy" and true and which ones are not. It was a productive session today. I learned things........one of them being that is much easier to blame myself than my dad........if I were to blame him then it feels like everything I have built my life on has been a lie......the foundations of lies.......