Did and health issues?

[nats]

when life is relatively stable and normal people go quiet. basically, b/c there's nothing to do and it's boring, or so they've said. sometimes for years. and then i know i imagined it all. especially since there are only painful gaps instead of ugly memories. nothing visible, just reactions and behaviours. then life gets chaotic or challenging/interesting in a way that fits a pattern and back people come. i think inside time isn't connected in any linear way to outside time...