Another question re envy/jealousy
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just peachy
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RE: Another question re envy/jealousy
hi nats and the people I was reading your posts and totally agree with both of you !!!! it is quite annoying to say the least how people do respond in that way of being curious and not take the time to understand why we are the way we are and how unfortunate our lives have become cuz of all the past trauma ..I am currently struggling with a pcp primary care dr who thinks I am nuts for saying to him that I have did ...he got so angry when I said will you let me keep you as my pcp dr ..his response was lets see what happens as if to say to me like he was concerned I was going to turn into the { I cant remember the name of the tv show but someone remind me of the name of it if they remember it .. ) was it called the incredible hulk or am I thinking of another show .? the shows star was bill Bixby and lou ferrigno they were dual stars that played the role and when the shows actor got angry he would swell up and get angry and turn green then when he was nice he would turn in to his regular self ..with this current pcp dr I always feel anxious when I go to him cuz he makes my hair stand on end I keep thinking that todays the day he will dump me and say find another dr to care for you cause of all the unpredictability that comes with did just peachy
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03-07-2018, 05:24 PM |
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just peachy
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RE: Another question re envy/jealousy
hi nats and the people I was reading your posts and totally agree with both of you !!!! it is quite annoying to say the least how people do respond in that way of being curious and not take the time to understand why we are the way we are and how unfortunate our lives have become cuz of all the past trauma ..I am currently struggling with a pcp primary care dr who thinks I am nuts for saying to him that I have did ...he got so angry when I said will you let me keep you as my pcp dr ..his response was lets see what happens as if to say to me like he was concerned I was going to turn into the { I cant remember the name of the tv show but someone remind me of the name of it if they remember it .. ) was it called the incredible hulk or am I thinking of another show .? the shows star was bill Bixby and lou ferrigno they were dual stars that played the role and when the shows actor got angry he would swell up and get angry and turn green then when he was nice he would turn in to his regular self ..with this current pcp dr I always feel anxious when I go to him cuz he makes my hair stand on end I keep thinking that todays the day he will dump me and say find another dr to care for you cause of all the unpredictability that comes with did just peachy
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03-07-2018, 05:29 PM |
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just peachy
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RE: Another question re envy/jealousy
hi all a thought has come to me , why are people so afraid of us people with did ? I try so hard it never seems to be enough ..I am quite frustrated ,lately more so then in the past . I sometimes often feel like a freak like in some ways I am not normal ..often I have been really disconnected detached from people ..not on purpose I have just tried to get away from and keep away from unhealthy sick people . ( there are lots and lots of them at the bus terminal . ) but somehow I never fully succeed 100 percent !!!! I am not beating myself down ,I am being just really honest about all of this . I hope no one IS offended in what I am about to write cuz its not meant in any way to be that way .. but I dream and wish often that at least one time I could turn on my computer and come here to m .m inds and find or say to myself that gee I cant relate to this person or that person .. or I don't know how this person feels cuz I don't feel like they do . but sadly I cant say any of these things , cuz I can relate very much what others think and feel and experience on a day to day basis cuz I have did just like they do .oh how I wish it weren't so... I was curious does any one here relate to the mixed up muddled feelings like I feel from time to time ?or to anything that I asked about in the above questions I wrote about I am just curious if any of you do .peace and blessings just peachy
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03-08-2018, 07:17 PM |
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