Birthdays

[The People]

Tonight he changed my tires. Then I had supper with them and we watched a movie. Of course I walked the dogs in between but I offered and they were assuming as soon as I showed up. We had a nice, friendly evening.

I think I expect more from them than they have time to give. I think they truly care about me but I am not their first priority.

One thing I am aware of and have noticed for years. I always want what other people have when it comes to friendship. Like Grey and the Asian Canadian doctors on Grey' Anatomy or Rizzoli and Isles. I have never had a best friend. I used to have lots of friends but none that looked at me as a BFF. Many turned on me. Some I created and others were just s crazy as me. I have a friend that I like but she has a life and while I don't view us as being as close as she does she is nice.

This week was hard and we gave T a hard time. What we know is that Grey is a big part of this rough week. She is 17 and wants a relationship. We don't do those.