Sharing time?

[Cammy]

I lost someone in a bad way recently and now am without a host. I exist, that's all. I also have felt like I've lost this site - my connection to it feels strained. I am now scared to post for fear of being misunderstood again. I may not be a newbie in the sense of how long this body has accessed this site, but I am a newbie in the sense that whoever or whatever I am now is new. I know the old host trusted this site and was respectful to others at all times. Something happened to hurt her, and along with the life trauma, she is gone. It will be a long time before we feel safe enough again to post freely on the boards. Our opinion, however, is that we have no value here, but this too is something that is being worked through. Thanks for your post People. You once knew us as Igraine.