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[angel with wings]

Thanks for asking, I'm not doing well at all. Been hurt by to many people I left get close. Now I'm withdrawing. Trying to protect the whole of us. Pretty much isolated myself from everyone an rarely leave the house. I think people see different sides of us an don't know what to think. They avoid me like a plague. I'm always alone anyways, and it's really hitting home. Maybe I try to hard to be liked or maybe I expect to much from a friendship. I think friends should do things for each other, not one person carrying the relationship. If I don't call or visit, they never contact me. An mostly when I do call, I get the list of excuses. Yet, I'm treated as a bad person for pointing it out. Like if I was really a good friend, I'd let them keep using me an not complain about it. So frustrated. So hurt.