Anger with God

[dragonfairy]

Wow after reading this thread I think I am more screwed in the head then I was before. You say are you mad at "god". Where was this so called god when we were all suffering as children and being made into who we are now? I was forced to go to church to repent for my sins while I was not the one sinning daily. I would beg this so called god to please stop the abuse and pain that I endured daily for 14 years straight from my biological mother and her first husband but no god came to save us. All the prayers in the world did nothing to help us. If there is a god as you say then why in the world would he let innocent children suffer unimaginable pain each and every day? I stopped believing in organized religion long ago as I found that what others call their god never gave a damn about us. We realized that the only one we could count on was ourselves. So I guess you could say h*ll yeah we are mad at this so called god. As for the comment about being born into your family well that to may be what we were forced into but some of us are lucky enough in the end to walk away from that abusive situation and choose whom we now call family. Because those that created us were our bio family and we surely don't claim them one bit. But the few we have that love and support us are our true and loving family in the end. Sorry for the rant but this subject is really raw for us. Will be quiet now.

katie