INtroduction

[just peachy]

hi imf , what things are you looking to improve with your daily life with living with did? do you work in a job ?or are you on disability? or are you retired on disability ? my name is just peachy ..I worked in school as a teachers aide for 26 yrs ,then I retired on disability as the job was to triggering for me .as one can imagine it would be ..working with young children in a school setting .my problems basically stemmed from the child alters or the littles as they often are called.. kept coming out and wanting to play with the ..young kids and do the stuff like they were doing coloring puzzles play time recess ...etc and they often would stay out and do stuff like play on the swings with the other young children so for me the host main body personality it was hard to stay as the adult personality host on a daily basis ..especially when it came to the teaching part at times I worked with older kids,like in the 6th grade and was not able to do the work and keep up with the academics because at the time I was like 46 yr old in host body age but depending on the alter that was out often time it was most of the time one of the small children that was acting as the person supposed to be working and getting paid to do a job ..I retired at 46 yrs old and let me say it was one long hellish worst nightmare of my life.. alot of the pain and problems was mostly cuz back then 26 yrs ago I had no idea what it meant to be a person who had did or even that it meant that I was different then normal people .. I was diagnosed back then 28 yrs ago but still didn't know I did things like split into different alters ,talked in different voices as well as acted differently .my dr I worked with 6 yrs ago said in my disability papers that he wrote said he in all the years in working with me in he had never seen anyone make such little to no progress..so I find as hear others stories of their life with did I often think there is something wrong with me cuz I try so hard to progress and I accomplish so very little with all the work I put into learning and healing with did thanks jp