disappointment

[Tangled Web]

I have been waiting for this book I ordered from Australia since Nov and I finally got it! I was so excited and nervous to read it I wanted the story to resemble ours. I thought her story did resemble ours.
It doesn't...........
I didn't realize I was looking for something........answers I guess on how to get past this-how to get past the past.......How someone could actually heal from this kind of trauma. I haven't found any answers yet.
I wanted to figure out an explanation and break it down so I could have a better understanding and then know what I need to do or go from here. I didn't find it and that is disappointing.