How T sees me

[The People]

versus how others see me. Ts always have good things to say about our compassion, good heart yadda yadda yadda.... It isn't ego boosting. It is how they see us. See past the defenses. And they see us at our worst.

We went through this yesterday. Outside people like us. Friends we make. Until we let a part of ourselves out that they don't like. Then they run away. Or call us moody. Or both.

This is one of our dark times so not much could make selves feel good but I fee like I have to keep the walls up so that we at least have someone to meet up with for coffee.