Difficulty Talking About Things

[MakersDozn]

tweeter,

Finally getting a chance to reply.

MDs, I think that writing about what is going on inside of you when you don't want to would not be good, and could confuse. Especially as you have more than one who is dealing, the individual interpretations of all that is involved.

There is a settling process that is not going to be identical across the board and has to be acknowledged. As this occurs, you will be able (if you choose) to express yourselves. Until such time(s), it makes perfect sense to me if you maintain boundaries of silence that you need to attend to your lives.

Yes, we agree. Those who are silent are silent for a reason, and we need to respect this. We are achieving tiny bits of insight, though, so we're not completely discouraged. Patience is not our strong suit.

Have faith in yourselves. And don't be afraid of yourselves. You already know that all that att*cks you is not of you. And, I know that too, even if your p**n is unknown to me.

"Not of you." Very true. It's hard for those most directly affected to believe this, though. We're very worried about being consumed by the vastness of some of the difficult feelings. And it's difficult at times to separate past, present, and future.

I wrote a version of what follows yesterday. As you know, I will be changing my entire name, hopefully very soon. I'm referring to the first and middle names here.
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It's a name I made up for a beautiful, serious, adventurous, sensitive little girl, who didn't grow up right, but is getting a second chance (at least emotionally; for the rest, it's too late).

We're glad that you've come up with a name that's meaningful to you.

MDs