Having a voice

[Emma19]

Hi Nats,
I could not have come to this point had I not gone thru my 16 previous years of uninterrupted therapy. The scariest thing for me has always been" telling",in therapy or outside of the safe therapy office. I am so grateful to have had the great support of wonderful therapists. And my a*use history did not come from within my FOO,so I did have great family support once I did slowly tell when I was about 42 years old.
.... Sometimes I thought therapy was harder than what happened to us because in therapy I was feeling those feelings I had been blocking away all my life. Therapy is the hardest thing I have ever done . And finally I got to a point that I could inch outside my self to get to this give back spot. I can' t do it a lot ,but I do what I think I can without draining my emotional supply .
I think we will always be a work in progress. Thanks Nats,emma19