Screwed up at oraal stage

[dreamers]

Since I was special ed I was sent of at 10 months to this special infant development preschool ( 3 days a week for 4 hours I think from moms describing it). No one believes me but I have flash bulb memories of it and the car seat on the school bus ( I was in it until age 2 so maybe those are from later.) My point is, I think it screwed up my attachments and the trust vs mistrust phase. My mom never meant to screw us up, her husband on the other hand was definitely putting considerable work into seeing just how messed up he could make a kid. Mom just listened to anyone with a title about our care... we are lucky no “ expert” ever said dropping us from the 50th floor of a skyscraper would cure our CP.