Jealousy?

[The People]

Your time will come if you keep working at it. Yes your husband is fortunate that he has found people that he trusts. However, while you are connected by marriage and a condition you are not cut from the same cloth. You have him. As Mosaic said you have been through major internal changes. Often that can be followed by breakthroughs but give it time.

When the body was in child form we played hopscotch. Everyone would have their own stone and some got through the pattern faster than others. Life is a game of hopscotch. Find a stone to hold onto until you find a support system.