Do your siblings remember

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my other siblings remember stuff. that is one thing that i have had support from siblings sharing memories of the hard times. that sounds weird, that sharing memories of the pain is support, but that's how i experienced it. i have another brother who prefers not to talk about the stuff, but i'm pretty sure he remembers.

im sorry your siblings have not been able to come to grips with what happened in your FOO. it sounds so isolating to be alone in the memories.