Lonely and Painful

[Cammy]

Hi Violet - I am so grieved that you are still existing in a situation that is continuing to traumatize you. That is a tough place to be in. Your multiplicity is protecting you as much as it can, but still you are having a lot of breakthrough issues like the night mares and anxiety and trust issues. I empathize. I too live with my perpetrator, but she is now old and I care for her. You seem to still be living inside the eye of a hurricane. Like People suggested to you earlier, the hope is that somehow you will be able to extricate yourself from the whole situation and be able to start a little bit of healing. I realize that financially this is not practical for you at this time, but it is a thought for the future, yes? In the meantime, please keep posting here. We will always support you, understand you, and offer whatever suggestions we can. I too live with chronic pain, so I can understand that issue. We have many people here that also live with chronic pain, like DragonFairy, so there is plenty of understanding on that issue. Now that you have joined Mosaic Minds, you need never feel alone again. You now belong to a community of unique people who share who and what you are. Rare as this disorder is supposed to be, this is the one place where you will find others of your own kind.

I am sending you warm, comforting and protective thoughts along with a giant comforter to wrap yourself in and comfort your soul and your physical pain. We are here for you Violet.

Warmest regards . . . Igraine