Tough time

[Silent Society]

Hi. Having a really tough time. I a place where am aware of the outline of the trauma and many details. Recently found another alter who was kept in a box. She was gotten out of the box when what happened was too hard for others to deal with. Got the worst of the worst. She almost constantly screams and pulls out her hair on the inside. She got to talk to T three times before he was too sick to work anymore. Now working with new T as ours is dying.
Husband has skin cancer and is having surgery tomorrow. All this and keeping working. Is too much. Not sleeping well. Hard to comfort inside one and function with all the inside screaming and outside reality.
Struggling