Unbelievable news

[Tangled Web]

My sister called me last night. She told me that my mother (step-mother who raised us) had gotten married.
The thing that keeps going through my mind is that I guess it is truly over.........the relationship or any idea of EVER having one again. Not that that is a bad thing, well to some it is.........
It has cased SO much chaos inside and it is hard to get my footing. Things just seem to be crumbling around me inside. It is SO hard to make any sense of it.
Part of it the extreme anger and the lies towards her and the lies she has told. It is almost like this has proven to us that it is time to move on and nothing is holding us back anymore hence the crumbling I think.
The hatred for that woman is ramped. She is dead to us now and there is NO going back from this.
But there are tears just below the surface and have no idea what that is about.
She doesn't get to move on-this is NOT how this is supposed to be! She was suppose to die. She was supposed to live horrid awful lonely life for the remainder of her days! She does not deserve to be happy and move on with her life while we are still here suffering from things done by her f*ck*ng hands. It isn't FAIR!!!!!!
We are so stunned and confused and so many things..............
I f*ck*ng hate that woman SO MUCH!!!!!!!!