she's gone....

[kittyfamily]

kitty who was in charge of our system left me in charge
I don't know where she went or what I did to make her mad
without her I am almost like a trans man though the littles are still there and have some feminine influence .
I have many LGBT friends at college and I've gotten them to use male pronouns and more recently my name
however I will not do anything to permanently change my body even though the being a boy in a female body is very hard . the littles would be upset and kitty might come back.
no one here knows I'm multiple
I'm even afraid to tell the counseler I see through my college because I worry that I'll actually get diagnosed as DID and I'd rather not be labeled
I miss kitty every single day .as far as I'm concerned she was my sister......
the other DID forum I sometimes went on wants my money now so I'll be here more often.....