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    Thread: 7 th heaven
Post: RE: 7 th heaven

My dad says they hadn't disowned my brother, it was just the other way. I guess it was poor wording from ppl. But my opinion doesn't matter to any one. So I don't get say in whether my brother wants m...
Downtherabbithole Town Square 3 1,828 06-08-2014, 09:26 AM
  Spiritual content Thread: 7 th heaven
Post: 7 th heaven

Watching the show 7th heaven I always wished I'd had a big brother like Matt Camden. One that looked out for me n cared about me. Now more than ever now that my brother disowned my family and me by de...
Downtherabbithole Town Square 3 1,828 06-06-2014, 12:22 PM
    Thread: Single to queen, realizing the connection
Post: RE: Single to queen, realizing the connection

Thanks guys I appreciate the advice and support. Unfortunatly its all happened so fast I didn't have a chance to react until it was already there. Though it explains my iemotions readings I was getti...
Downtherabbithole Steam Room 4 1,821 05-18-2014, 02:10 AM
  May trigger Thread: Single to queen, realizing the connection
Post: Single to queen, realizing the connection

So tonight some would say Is my last day in a single bed as my dad wants to bring the queen size bed to my place while I'm at work... Then as I look at dimensions all way to work n all the way home as...
Downtherabbithole Steam Room 4 1,821 05-14-2014, 07:37 AM
    Thread: Family drama, they just don't understand.
Post: Family drama, they just don't understand.

I got a call at work yesterday, it was my dad, he'd been trying to get me on mobile. But I was working n couldn't answer so he called work no. First time he's ever called me there. Mum n dad had spont...
Downtherabbithole Town Square 1 1,584 05-13-2014, 11:40 PM
    Thread: Told some one about me
Post: RE: Told some one about me

She did, she is. I still have to be careful what I tell her. She works with a man who hurt me. She knows nothing of what happened. Well not really. I've kept everything more generalised since that ti...
Downtherabbithole Town Square 2 2,063 05-13-2014, 09:25 AM
    Thread: Auto drawing. someone inside inside drew it as I watched..
Post: Auto drawing. someone inside inside drew it as I ...

I had thought to draw. So got drawing book out n just let doodle a bit but then realised there was purpose to the pen moving, but I didn't know. Like I stepped back n watched someone draw this but not...
Downtherabbithole Visual Arts 2 2,627 05-07-2014, 12:41 AM
    Thread: Question for red dot people
Post: RE: Question for red dot people

What's a red dot person?
Downtherabbithole Steam Room 5 2,801 05-05-2014, 06:20 AM
    Thread: Told some one about me
Post: Told some one about me

I told my friend about me. I didn't use the words like did or mpd cause the stigma attatched but now I've got mixed feeling about it. I don't know if sh will still want to be friends. But this song ke...
Downtherabbithole Town Square 2 2,063 05-05-2014, 12:26 AM
    Thread: Question about others
Post: RE: Question about others

Yes, believe it not, that was very helpful. Thank you :)
Downtherabbithole Town Square 2 1,455 05-05-2014, 12:12 AM
    Thread: I did it
Post: RE: I did it

Only enough to go full explosion and then decide to run full throttle in the other direction from god church n T's. and forget everything. I think the words I used was run. Just run. I broke down thi...
Downtherabbithole Town Square 6 2,484 05-04-2014, 12:03 PM
    Thread: I did it
Post: RE: I did it

Well chatted I'd wrong word he spoke to me n I gave short answers till he left. I was able to talk without showing too much of my fear. I then stayed for lunch after though didn't eat but he was there...
Downtherabbithole Town Square 6 2,484 05-04-2014, 02:53 AM
    Thread: I did it
Post: I did it

I did itwas sitting there n he recognized me n sat next to me. Chatted without freaking though I obviously shaking. He left to go do youth service but I'm not so scared of him. I faced him and was ok.
Downtherabbithole Town Square 6 2,484 05-03-2014, 10:34 PM
    Thread: Controlling who comes out?
Post: RE: Controlling who comes out?

Ok so here I go, two weeks constant debate n I'm almost there. I read up on inside world to find a way to encourage parts to stay inside. One person suggested safe houses or room with toys for kids. S...
Downtherabbithole Steam Room 8 2,754 05-03-2014, 10:00 PM
  Question Thread: Question about others
Post: Question about others

Ok here's a question, not sure if anyone knows but its burning in back of heard like Ive read something somewhere bout something butcant remember exactly. Here goes: When parts are inside, what do th...
Downtherabbithole Town Square 2 1,455 05-03-2014, 04:10 AM
    Thread: Controlling who comes out?
Post: RE: Controlling who comes out?

Thanks the people. I think that helps. Does it work alot or is it a bit hit and miss. Depending on how parts feel or if feel listened to enough. ? By the way, how do people find out about what age a p...
Downtherabbithole Steam Room 8 2,754 05-03-2014, 04:01 AM
    Thread: comment on blame..
Post: RE: comment on blame..

I understand u weren't blaming the child victim. I guess it's cause I've been no better at dealing with creaps or preditors day at ages 29 than I did as a kid that I think blame comes so readily just ...
Downtherabbithole Town Square 6 2,664 05-03-2014, 02:55 AM
    Thread: Controlling who comes out?
Post: RE: Controlling who comes out?

I can see what your saying, n it makes sense I.. It's just this resounding thought going thru my head over n over. When I realised I was alone, no one else was going to help me stop or even understand...
Downtherabbithole Steam Room 8 2,754 05-02-2014, 09:31 AM
    Thread: comment on blame..
Post: RE: comment on blame..

I've got the self punching bag all down pact. I've got a whole part associated with hating the parts inside that were weak for allowing abuse from childhood to adult hood. She's the army chic, angry d...
Downtherabbithole Town Square 6 2,664 05-02-2014, 06:14 AM
    Thread: comment on forgiveness..
Post: RE: comment on forgiveness..

Interesting discussion... its left me with a few thoughts to ponder. I hadnt thought bout the forgiveness part I just wanted to be free n to heal from what's been done n start living life. I wasn't th...
Downtherabbithole Town Square 12 4,763 05-02-2014, 06:05 AM
    Thread: Controlling who comes out?
Post: RE: Controlling who comes out?

I know why they come out, T says its their way of protecting system but not in a traditional sense of protection. Their protection leaves system weak n vulnerable because shuts down n cant fight back ...
Downtherabbithole Steam Room 8 2,754 05-01-2014, 11:26 PM
    Thread: Diagnosis, social life, and benefits
Post: RE: Diagnosis, social life, and benefits

I can relate to what's been said here. The T I have seen once works with ppl like us and our first session was alot about this issue but no one was willing to put a lablr to it and as there is a spect...
Downtherabbithole Therapy Lane 4 2,443 04-30-2014, 10:46 PM
  Question Thread: Controlling who comes out?
Post: Controlling who comes out?

Back and forward I go debating whether to face this man... I'd started to feel ok about it like the lil engine that could. I think I can I think I can. After all I wasn't going there to make a scene. ...
Downtherabbithole Steam Room 8 2,754 04-30-2014, 06:38 AM
    Thread: Should I face him?
Post: RE: Should I face him?

I haven't been able to stop thinking bout this when I'm not busy. Too busy while at work to think of anything but work so its usually outside of it. I'd been thinking yeah I can do this. I can do this...
Downtherabbithole Steam Room 6 2,070 04-29-2014, 08:30 AM
    Thread: Should I face him?
Post: RE: Should I face him?

You mean if stop responding when people speak to me, crying, shaking, hyperventilating. You mean acting out like that. I suppose I could try that but if I turned up with someone over protective might...
Downtherabbithole Steam Room 6 2,070 04-28-2014, 06:27 AM
    Thread: Should I face him?
Post: RE: Should I face him?

Nats, those are very good questions, so I thought I'd try answer then see what can come up with examining it further.. So here goes: Seeking him out solve problem? Well to be honest I'm not sure if ...
Downtherabbithole Steam Room 6 2,070 04-28-2014, 05:47 AM
  Question Thread: Should I face him?
Post: Should I face him?

I just got back from camp today, and this past week my mind was plagued by the thought of facing that man. The one who hurt me, us and still haunts us. Others that hurt us don't so much bother us now,...
Downtherabbithole Steam Room 6 2,070 04-27-2014, 09:23 AM
    Thread: Camping : sleep times
Post: RE: Camping : sleep times

Finally got coverage. The kids were really struggling after second day, they were only 12-14 n the hike was originally for older kids who had been camping before but they all pulled out due to other a...
Downtherabbithole Steam Room 2 1,308 04-25-2014, 02:20 AM
  May trigger Thread: Camping : sleep times
Post: Camping : sleep times

Camps when it comes to sleep times makes me feel ill inside. Sleeping in large room before heading south n sleeping in tents, everyone sleeping in same room. Just makes me, it triggers me I think caus...
Downtherabbithole Steam Room 2 1,308 04-20-2014, 10:17 AM
    Thread: Drinking n don't know why
Post: Drinking n don't know why

I was so freaked before I saw therapist yesterday, I even had to get a bottle of vodka n juice to mix with it n have a drink before left to calm down so I didn't pull out. I was shutting down n I coul...
Downtherabbithole Steam Room 4 2,168 04-18-2014, 11:50 AM