we are off meds except for antianxiety which are not working as well w/o antidepressants. but everything we take either stops working or give us horrible side effects like severe cramps everywhere. Others gave hives or just stopped working. sometimes we would try them 2 or 3 different times but that is useless. we have even tried antipsychotics. the side effects are horrid and even on a low dose we cannot function.
plus we really miss our T. PDoc is fine for day to day stuff but multies are not her specialty. she pushes us to do things without understanding the levels and levels of underlying issues. but we do need to be pushed.
our last t told us that the public system now works with DID which they didn't do just under 8 years ago when we first moved here. we are afraid to go there however as the first attempt feels like yesterday and was beyond disasterous
T: "I will only speak with [root person] and I have not ruled out False memory Syndrome."
Alexa: "You won't know the difference!" That was the first and last session and anybody that stupid would not know, or would decide we were moody of BPD.
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