Differences between inner families

[mosaic]

i have a childhood memory where the moment i hear my dad start to yell my memory goes black and there's nothing... i don't know who holds the memory of what followed

i remember when i lived in colorado and worked in an office they had a morning meeting where everyone said what they had planned to do that day... and i was sure one person (the team lead) hadn't said what he was going to do... when i said that, everyone looked at me like i was nuts, and said he had... but i don't remember... my switching tends to be like that, very momentary... we are mostly co-present so when a switch occurs i'm peripherally aware (hence the fuzzy time)... so i don't have a lot of gaps ... one of the reasons i am so prone to doubt my dx at times.