A book.

[The People]

Years ago I bought a book called 'What's So Amazing About Grace'. I guess I was not ready for its message as, after the first few chapters I set in on a shelf to collect dust.

Yesterday I pulled it out again. I am at a section where they talk about forgiveness. This is an issue that I have struggled with for a long time.. When my mother died in 1992 all I could think was that I didn't want her going to h&ll. A few years ago I decided to turn it all over to God because I did not know how to forgive such horrors. Especially the red dot people. Some of whom I don't even know.

After doing some reading yesterday I sent a happy new year message to 1 sister who tried to contact me through Facebook. I am not ready to do the same for all of them but I have spoken with her daughter who is my Godchild (Well through Messenger). I don't know if I will hear back from her but it is a start.