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[Tangled Web]

Thanks guys. I had a conversation with T on the phone and told her that she just didn't get it and I didn't understand why because I felt I was being clear. She thought this was temporary and would go away but it hasn't. Then she got it I think. She wanted to be able to give me what I needed but she didn't know what that was which I couldn't understand because I have been telling her-I just needed her to get it. Well I guess that translates into that I needed validation. That is what she says the word is for what I was looking for. I just needed her to hear me and "get it". She can't help me if she doesn't get it.
After the panic dies down a little a bit and I stop thinking about how to get things back to the way they used to be-what you said makes sense nats. It does feel like I am starting from scratch. Thank you for believing in me-it means a lot and another thing I needed to hear.
This does really SUCK!