comment on blame..

[Downtherabbithole]

I've got the self punching bag all down pact. I've got a whole part associated with hating the parts inside that were weak for allowing abuse from childhood to adult hood. She's the army chic, angry drill sergeant. I used to think she was just angry, but I found one day as I got to know her better. She blames me, she blames us for being too weak, not the man or men who did what they did. Now I realise this may not be exactly the point your trying to make its just what comes to mind when read about blame. The words I'm the one to blame. I was always the one to blame come to mind. Maybe one day ill find a middle ground. That's just where I'm at today.