attn Elizabethn

[Elizabethn]

Uh huh. I don't think you understand a word of what I said. That's convenient. I remember when some other folks got labeled that way. It's probably a curse of having possession of the "institutional memory," being the last, or almost last, "original."

This place is dead on its feet. I don't like that this is so. I wish that SOMEONE could understand that the idea of having a "www" no longer means that "they will come." Y'all are stuck in a 1995 model.

Someone accused me of doing nothing and blowing in out of nowhere. *snort cackle cough* If only they knew. I remember when Mosaic got BANNED from MM for something she did not do. I remember when those of us who held the keys to the kingdom believed, WRONGLY, that Mosaic was a perp. I also remember (and have records of) the correspondence that went on with Mosaic and her accuser, and how that all played out.

MOSAIC. WAS. INNOCENT. Naïve and goodhearted and innocent and got oh, so screwed.

Now Mosaic is MM's president, and that DELIGHTS me, because she embodies good heartedness and strong character.

Unfortunately, MM is a dead site walking. We, self included, tried hard to forestall the inevitable. (Gee readers, how much did YOU invest?) Now Mosaic, who has gotten nothing but f*ck*d at MM, indicates she feels responsible and guilty because this place is dead.

Pardon the hell out of me for remembering all that sh*t and getting pissed off on behalf of one of the very few people who has done NOTHING but try to invest in goodness.

YOU, Nats, had access to almost all of the history, but you chose to ignore it and concentrate on what the f*ck ever.

Try a Google search of "dissociative identity disorder." (Do this on a guest IP for most realistic results.) Where is MM?

I have had the same IP for over ten years, and I have MM open in one window of IE. I just went to another IE tab and put in "dissociative identity disorder." (MM *should* come up at the top right under any paid ads.) Nope. TEN pages of Google hits and no MM, even though this is in my recent browsing history.

The ONLY way to find this place is to put in the exact name "Mosaic Minds." Even then it's not the first hit even on my IP.

This place is on NOBODY'S radar for ANYTHING. This is not what anyone wanted, not in the later Divided Hearts days and not when WE ( and I was a central part of this) founded MM in 1999. Our goal and vision was to be THE place to land when anyone put in DID, MPD or related terms in any search engine.

When Deb's hosting went away and Lea's folks took over, this was the same stated vision. MM has been hosted on MixNMatch's server for years, and what has changed? We are a hell of a lot LESS visible on any search engine than we have ever been.

Until last week I was privy to all forum based discussions about this site and its goals and visions. No clue what went on in PM to be out of my sight (inviting the PMers to come clean on this). We had to go begging to get ANYONE to invest ANYTHING.

Bottom line? Some folks invested some time to clean up some links on the front page, so at least the links mostly lead to live places, some of which are as outdated as my own page which was last updated prior to 2000.

This "site" consists of a list of outdated links and a message board that is mostly utilized by fewer that ten ID's, NONE of which have ever contributed a penny to the upkeep of the place.

That's fine, as long as y'all understand that this is NOT an information or education or landing site of any kind. It's several steps below a Facebook group and maybe one step above an email list kept on somebody's Smartphone.

I am pissed off that one of the most abused and aggrieved victims of the pathology of this place--in which I PARTICIPATED--is now feeling guilty because this place is f*ck*ng DEAD. Pardon the HELL OUT OF ME for shouting this from the rooftops.....And pardon the HELL OUT OF ME for noticing that the ONLY complainants are hiding behind their nationality as if that protects them from MORALITY just like they think it excuses them from f*ck*ng FINANCING this debacle.