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Our host, Angel, and Lila share

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some real bad memories

and are getting

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real bad flashbacks

. It's really hard to witness. And the problem is, they both want me to be there at the same time. Lila wants me on the inside to comfort her and Angel wants me in the body all the time so that she doesn't have to deal with things. Unfortunately, i can't be in 2 places at the same time. Today Angel came out to go see a friend. Angel finds it very difficult to go anywhere alone so i usually take the body to her destination and then hand back to her once someone is with us and when they leave i take control again so that she doesn't panic. But unfortunately, when the friend left today i was dealing with Lila who was

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suffering a serious flash back

and i didn't get back in time. Angel

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suffered a huge panic attack

but managed to ring our psychologist. I feel real guilty that i can't be there for both of them at the same time. But what can i do? Eventually i managed to comfort Lila and so took control of the body again relieving Angel from her woes.
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