is it bad?

[Dreamscapes Collectives]

(08-03-2012, 02:13 PM)WendyLee Wrote: We can totally relate. We hit a kind of paralysis when we try to push ourselves to do more than the minimum. Sitting is safe. Moving is dangerous...

If we don't move we don't feel the terror of being punished, or worse, for not sitting still and being a 'good girl'. Fear of the rage and envy from the foo and other abusers. Fear of making the 'wrong' decisions.

Fear of being ourselves so we become what others expect, and lose ourselves in the process.

Know this. Sometimes we don't want to leave our apartment, and only do when we need to walk the dogs or go to the store, which has it's own attendant problems. *sigh*

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