Where is everybody?

[just peachy]

hi shadows I thought of something that might be helpful in posting a message and getting less distracted .. it helps me I usually write some thoughts down briefly on scrap paper in an answer to some ones post .. then I type some of it below some ones question if I find it hard to focus on the typing half way through I click on the save as draft button and it saves my half finished post I now can go back to finish it when I am feeling better , more focused and not so stressed ..the one thing I notice about myself is that when I am stressed or distracted or upset its usually someone inside who is not getting any of my time or enough attention to get through the day.as well as dealing with lifes toughest daily struggles .. so I f I could mention a book that I have read at least 3 times from cover to cover its about a mans journey in finding out he has did ... and how he deals with it ...you can get it at the library so you don't have to buy it .if they don't have it at he library near you you can get it out of state from a different state .. its called iLL INTERLIBRARY LOAN they get the library book for you for free to borrow from a library out of state and the library pays a discount fee to get the book for you ..the book I am talking about is reccommended on this mm site in the reading room books ...its called first person plural by Cameron west phd it is one of the best books on did that I have read cuz the author Cameron west is so gut wrenching honest about did and how it has affected his life ..jp