PMDD problems. Help please!!!! Desperate!

[Harmony White]

I have Pre-menstrual Disforic Disorder, PMDD. Basically it's like PMS on crack. I suffered from it for 24 years. It's caused suicidality, hallucinations, paranoia, severe depression and more than forty hospitalization. It puts my life on hold for one to two weeks before my menstrual cycle. Now the last couple of months I have had TWO menstruals a month. I've been on many types of birth control pills, the Depo Prevara shot, and implant. As far as I know Lupron is the only approved medication for PMDD, but I am on another medication that counteracts with Lupron. The last Ob-Gyn I went to I begged to have a hysterectomy. He didn't want to do it as I was only 35 at the time. I am now 38 and am soon going to a new doctor as my symptoms are getting worse. I am desperate I just want to have my life back. DOES ANYONE HAVE ANY SUGGESTIONS? I would greatly appreciate it.